I mean it just sucks. I always feel like i have no one to talk to, even though I know I have people to talk to. Well they say I can talk to them, but when you stop replying mid conversation what am I to do. I hate myself and I hate the situations I get into and I hate not knowing what to do. I’m certain that everyone who really knows me thinks I’m annoying. My friends are mad at me constantly too, I always fuck up and that will never change. I just know I should talk to someone, but like how do you start that like hey, I feel like shit right now, want to talk about it? No one, NO ONE would want to listen to me. No one because I’m annoying, rude and I suck.